hey there, kid. you know i love you? right? right.

i love the city tonight

i love the city always(:

i need to update it. when im old and decrepidedddededd [cant spell.] ill want to rememeber what my life is like. well, i feel the need to puke though im not sick and dance when its warm in a skirt and its raining warm rain.


Yay(:

I want everything to shut up

and the sky to turn more blue and the streets to grow flowers and trees

and sit and listen and be able to find the something im

missing.

Club Life 3/12

Hey there blog. Im at the Boys and Girls Club. Again. My skirts falling down. Again. Yeah. Im wearing a skirt, Bright Pink indeed. Well, I dont know what happened today. YES I DO! We took that test and its like, on what career we'll do when we're older.

your in leotards and leggings

no

body

posts

anymore

RAWRG.

well, now I have to draw a picture of THAT. yes, NICKASAUR. for a contest. then im gonna paint it all pretty like. so yes. tomorrow im skipping school. i must. i have to. rawr. well, yes. even though theres church and stuco, i must. I also have to for Spanish print out a picture of my dream boy. GOSH, what a pain. Ive decided, im just gonna like for Paulie Bleacker. Yes, my dreamboat is Micheal Cera. CANT PRONOUNCE HIS NAME. Well, he is kinda goofy looking, but hes not one of those OMGZ DROOL SO SMEXCY. people. like "alex evans" IF THAT IS HIS REAL NAME. photoshop queeeeennn. or all those other lookalike clone black haired males! i like a humorous yet fun and sometimes best friendish guy who you can well, just have fun being around as a SEMI CUTE loveable pal. not a OMGZ SMEXS ME; YOUZ BE A HAWTTYY. kind a people. I dont like them. That reminds me. Ms OBrien. Shes giving us that project and.....I have to do l;ike 11thousand Journal Entries and Projects in a week. LAME....

HOPEFULLY I can stay home tomorrow, because I want to work on my room, project, watch Maury and the Price is Right, and read the Catcher in the Rye. UPDATE: on me moving. well, still nothing. no clue if i ever will move. kinda dont wanna. almost want my dad to lose his job so I have a LEGIT reason to leave.Sounds mean but hey, lifes not a stroll in a happy park. Speaking of parks, I got new pants. Those DNKY jeans for like $60 ON CLEARENCE for $16, wnana know why? hole. in. butt. well, above butt under the belt loop. its a big slash. oh well, their nice. well yes. ALSO; im miving into a area with a nice college campus or living near a college campus with a culture filled park. like New York. LOVE it there, yet freak accident. im dead. i love Harvard...will never make it there. Im slacking this year ): Well, i also havent written any stuff or painted any stuff latley. So yes. I drew some hands clapping Though it was the shizznets, until i realized i drew my hands and nobodys hands look like mine! Ill never draw hands better than Kathyn Lark thouggghh :D

JUUSSSTTT SSAAAYING. i dont like sexual intercourse. rawr.

Keep your money; I want CHANGE.

(:

Right now Im playing Hook-Up from the-n.com. BEST website/Channel ever. Unfortunatley. my Dad doesnt believe in television except for my brothers cartoons...so YES. I might eBay the First Season of Degrassi:TNG. I saw like, one episode where Liberty was pregnant. AND MY GOSH. I loved it. I love JT too(: Too bad I know he DIES! So when Ill watch it....sad. Ive takena lot of pictures today. Of nothing but me. Because Im not INSPIRED.

Well right now on The HookUp game im having an Intense Coversation with Claire. Im going to try and date everyone I can on the game. Because I think it'll be a funny little challenge. Well, Ive only officially dated Justin and Dylan on the game. So now I also have to get Matthew and Sara. Even though Saras a girl.....and thats kinda completetly...weird? I think itll be a fun challenge.

Soo woopie. I need to learn more about when Megan and Dylan were dating and I need to have Matthew trust me because Sara has a secret about him that will help me and Melissa figure out if Mattews really Gay because Melissa likes him and Claires trying to yell at me because I went on a date with Dylan and Justin says he likes me so shes slipping out abaut that too,

Thats how my games going so far. AND IT WONT LET ME SAVE. So I have to.....i dont know. I CANT LEARN ANYTHING ELSE ABOUT MATTHEW. Nobodys talking about that. All people want to say is "Hi" and Matthew just says I look nice, my only option is to respond "Yeah, your hot yourself" or "Hows Dylans and Justin?" When I say the Hot one. He says "Im glad the feelings mutual and wanna got out to eat?" Hes said that like, 50 times though and you can only go once. SO BLAH. Then When I ask about Dylan and Justin he says he cant trust me yet because everyone gossips. OOHHH WELLL. Rar. Games like this get me so mad and tense(:

WHAT IS THIS!?

I forgot its March.
Happy March Monday! :D
-_-

in honor of the day

of the SNOW DAY!

MITCHEL DAVIS WILL BE HERE :D
Just kidding. I dont feel like apsting a video Ive seen before for people to watch. I dont even know why I do that? I like, post links. And things. And...its for people. I feel like 320947204 people visit this a day and like, pay attention to life. But not really. I just passed my like, 100 visit mark. Lame. I made half of those. To make me happy. REFRSH REFRESH REFRESH.
Well, atleast I have a journal where I can talk to myself instead of others! Incase you were wondering. Blah.
Sean says its "queer to have a journal." Im gonna slap that ignorant child.
I just did.
Now hah. I dunno. Im changing my background to something with black. Again. Because its too happy. Lifes not always HAPPY! :
Ahh, thank you flickr. You have providied me with a layout via *indiePineapple
Well, I may get a 4th Generation iPod. Off of eBay. If nobody bids on it for the next 5 hours. Yay.
I havent listened to this song in forever. Really old. Love it though.
THERE I AM AGAIN. POSTING STUFF FOR FUN. DIEEE!!!!


Sean just came up with some logic
"If dad says he loves us dearly"
"Why doesnt he do whatever we say?"
"If he wants to protect us"
"Why doesnt he buy us a iPod to keep away from the peer pressure of stealing one"

Well, cant fight that. NOW Ill tell about my snow day. I woke up. "Snow Day" YEAH! So, I fixed my iPod volume, I feel asleep, and such. Sean and Timmys "daycare" was closed, so day had to stay home from work D:Then at like, 7 I woke up. I had to watch Ben 10 and Johnny hackin' Test. Then I watched MY Programs. Aka, the History of the people of the Apalachan Mountains. Then I had to do 3 baskets of laundry. Then I ate potatoes for breakfast because I have a creepy dad. Amanda would love this breakfast though :D Now Im here. At 12:50. Missing my programs of Maury and Steve Wilkos for this. NOTHING. Lame, eh? Well. Yeah.
DARN. I need to find my converse. -_-