This book series was my life. All I looked forward to for a long time. This series got me into reading. I loved it. I want to read them again. Im so glad I finally REMEMBERED them! Her name always reminded me of Mayinnaise. Gross. BUT I STIILL LIVE THE BOOOOOKKK.
Right now Im on eBay. Looking for cheap book lots. I found one I love. Has like, 52 ill books yo. And for only like, $38. Unfortunatley, it has 8 bids and has 2 days left. Itll be like, $100 by tomorrow.
Pity too. Mom said shed buy 'em for me.
Well, dearest blog/mystical life.
Im probably moving.
To my moms.
Again.
For legit.
NOT because shes making me or for fun.
Becuase I can. not. live at my Dads house. Its the way Im treated there and my moms treated here and how...I cang think of him as a Dad who cares about me. Especially when he says he doesnt.
Sounds lame but I made a poem/rap about it. Hah.
As a side note.
If you listen to Lil' Wayne, your a lot dumber than people who listen to Beethoven. If you dont listen to either...click here and find out how stupid you are. (:
Lalalalallalalaa.
Well, back to seriousness. Ugh, Im so bad at it. I need to be slapped.
Well, I feel like Im alive more here. Once I walk into my Dads house, its like I have to hold my breathe and I wish I could sink into the walls.
I always use to wish I had Fairy God Parents.
Like Timmy Turner. (: Well, Im also not like "my lifes boring. im moving"
Ive been wanting this for around 4 years. Deffinatley in the last year more than ever...now that my mom moved out.
I want to be with my Mom and feel secure in stead of feeling like im worthless.
I also hate how I feel like its my fault.
And how I seem to be complaining.
Oh well.
I guess Ill just mope subtlely, post on forums, and go back to eBay.
Good day to you, love.
in the ocean meant for us
a lullaby plays
whys there music playing in the ocean today?
to serenade us out of our own skin
to show us the true us
so together we may finally live
i wrote that on a mint container with a sharpie while i was making a fire.
inspirations weird and unexpected when you realise you get some, but thats why we need it.
kind of like a few other things ;D
1 comments:
Pat, I think its a good move, to move. I'll miss you so much. But, you really did hate it at your dad's. I love you and pray you make it out of your dad's alive. Keep it touch though.
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